My depression’s back. I recognize this so familiar feeling. I don’t want to see anyone, I don’t want to talk to anyone, I don’t want to smile, I don’t want to do anything. I want to sit all alone by myself with no human interaction. I don’t want to feel happiness, I don’t want to feel sadness, I don’t want to feel anything. I just want to be numb to everything. My family is having some big blowout with another family and that’s all that’s been talked about in my household lately. I’m so tired of this fucking drama and I’m not even a part of it. I’m sick and I’m already behind in school. I’ve failed at everything I’ve tried lately. I’m completely unmotivated and mediocre at everything I do. And I can’t forget about hearing how disgusting gays are all through my new English class. On top of everything, I’m still getting headaches everyday. God, just get me the hell out of here for fucks sake.

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